I could not be eloquent, nor could I frankly mention my doubts to the Brothers and to the Grand Master.
Great Architect of Nature, help me to find the true path out of the labyrinth of lies! After this, three pages were left blank in the diary, and then the following was written: I have had a long and instructive talk alone with Brother V.
, who advised me to hold fast by brother A.
Though I am unworthy, much was revealed to me.