" Can one ever tell anyone what one is feeling? I meant to tell Dolly, and it's a good thing I didn't tell her.

How pleased she would have been at my misery! She would have concealed it, but her chief feeling would have been delight at my being punished for the happiness she envied me for.

Kitty, she would have been even more pleased.

How I can see through her! She knows I was more than usually sweet to her husband.

And she's jealous and hates me.