" Perhaps she's right, too.

But it's not for her, the girl who was in love with Vronsky, it's not for her to show me that, even if it is true.

I know that in my position I can't be received by any decent woman.

I knew that from the first moment I sacrificed everything to him.

And this is my reward! Oh, how I hate him! And what did I come here for? I'm worse here, more miserable.